Monday, May 4, 2009

Call me crazy...

When I was up there on stage I remembered thinking, WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE?! I mean, just a few days ago I had my friggin' wisdom tooth extracted yanked out from my mouth like nobody's business, and here I am.. standing in the middle of East Point Mall auditioning for Anugerah... again?



WHAT. THE. HELL AM I DOING HERE?!



I keep telling myself this is not a good idea because -

A. The judges might think I'm stoned(LOL) cos I'm slurring my words
B.
Malay singing competition.. Who are you kidding, Jannah?
C. *please refer to the point above




But then again, it takes a lot of courage to be this crazy right? Plus, I figured I've got nothing to lose.. I get to spend time with the people that I've been missing for months now. I still remember the last thing my late cousin asked me on FB, "Kak.. you joining which one? Idol or Anugerah?". Sedih, kan. Somehow, the auditions are oddly nerve-wrecking this year. My palms sweat a little more than they should, I'm distracted, I can't stop smiling and I blush like crazy...

it has got to be the painkillers, man! haha.




Round #2 * here we go again.