Hello everyone! Yes, not to worry I'm still alive. Since the elimination, life's been good. I mean, life goes on lah kan.. I've came a long way and there's no other better way to leave. I feel like I've got soo much more to give, but at the end of the day, the decision isn't mine. Do I feel like I deserve that spot? Hell yeah I do. But as I said earlier, the decision isn't mine. I'm not gonna lie, I feel extremely hurt that the judges didn't think I'm worth saving. But I guess this industry isn't for the oversensitive.. nothing personal, it's just showbiz. I know I'm legally binded to shut my trap but I can't help what I feel. Some voices just cannot be suppressed.
I got over the whole elimination thing over 2 hours of Simpang with family and friends. We had a mini celebration and it was so much fun. As usual, Simpang heals all wounds. Thank you Sharezan, Mizie, Munirah, Maressah, Nadiah, Nad for being my rock throughout this entire Idol journey.. yall are my rock, the very reason why I sing. *sob. So back to what I was saying.. I stuffed myself with my favourite Fish N Chips @ Spicez, bawled, laughed it off and decided to let it go there and then.. Now I gotta think of my next step.. like, what now? What's next? Kita merancang, Tuhan sajalah yang tentukan.
Okay so I've got an exam this Saturday, gotta keep mugging as for now. Yall take care! <3
