My friends have been asking me to share my real thoughts on Idol (because I'm an insider, so to speak) but you know what, that's like asking me to put a gun on my head and then shoot myself. I might get sued lah if I do! LOL. No joke. I'm also not allowed to release my demo or anything serious like that, I gotta wait til next March. It's not like I'm planning to release it next week but I'd like to have the option!! LOL.
Okay speaking of Idol.. can't belieeeeeeeeeeeve Farhan is out! *insert muka sedih gilerr here*
I feel for him. He's been like a brother to me and it sucks 'cos I feel that he deserve to be treated better. He deserve to be.. okay how do I put it nicely.. potrayed in a much positive light cos trust me this dude has got mad potential and he's soo genuine. So sweethearted, and fragile at the same time.
I still remember.. When I was eliminated that day, he cried.. like, literally sobbed. Which makes me cry even harder. It was a very difficult moment for all of us, especially the first group of 12. Before the episode ended Ken said that either me or Nurul deserve that spot more than he does but what can we do, really? Singapore has voted. And if he really feels that I'm more deserving.. why didn't he save me then? Or.. since it's Singapore Idol, why not just pick the top 6 votes? I'm just looking at this situation from an Idol viewer's point of view. Looking at it from a finalist's point of view is just.. too painful.
Sorry lah, some voices just cannot be suppressed. (:
